all things are difficult before they are easy- thomas fuller, watercolor by courtney khail
I find myself repeating this quote often- it's just so true. I remember the first time J. and I went kayaking- I was terrified. Like, surprised I wasn't visibly shaking kind of terrified and became uncharacteristically quiet. But I did it anyways, and eventually it just became natural. Don't get me wrong- I was still kind of scared each time (water and I have had a rocky relationship ever since I was caught in a rouge tidal wave as a kid- and is only made worse with movies like Jaws) but because I am super stubborn and unwilling to admit I wasn't capable of something, I'd suck it up and go for it. By the end of each day, I was stoked I had and just like that, it became easier.
I kind of think life is that way. Anytime you try something new, it's terrifying. And hard. But it should be because if it's easy already, then it's not a challenge and you're growing as a person. Or at least that's what I keep telling myself every time I start a new, yet scary, challenge.